Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Let it go


i'll let it go
but not today
not now

aku bukan sebaik itu

...keep that in mind...

.


inside i'm crying

hari nie selama 20 thn aku hidup..
first time aku hilang tepon...
aku hilang tepon kesayangan aku...
baru pakai 8 bulan...
dah hilang dek di amek orang...
hilang atas kecuaian aku...
hilang atas salah aku...
aku...
orang kata ''sabar..''
''...bukan rezeki...''
''mungkin tuhan nak bagi tepon yg lagi canggih...''
aku taw tuhan uji aku
aku taw ini tanda tuhan syg kat aku
ingat kat aku
tapi aku manusia
sedih tu dah mmg pasti
tapi aku tak nangis
aku takot aku tewas
tewas ngan perasaan sendiri
aku perlu kuat
aku mesti kuat

tuhan tolong kuatkan aku..

aku syg tepon tu
tapi tuhan lagi syg aku
aku taw
sebab tu aku perlu redha

aku akan redha


what a day
..gudbye xperia..




Monday, November 7, 2011

im not over you

looking for miracle..?

Dreams, that's where i have to go
to see your beautiful face
anymore
I stare at a picture of you,
and listen to the radio

Hope, hope there's a conversation
where we both admit we had it good
but until then it's alienation, i know
that much is understood

And i realize..

If you ask me how i'm doing
i would say i'm doing just fine
i would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But i go out and i sit down
at a table set for two
and finally i'm forced to face the truth
No matter what i say i'm

Not over you
Not over you..

Damn, damn boy you do it well
and i thought you were innocent
took this heart and put it through hell
but still you're magnificent

i'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me
i turn around and i'm back in the game
even better than the old me

But i'm not even close without you

If you ask me how i'm doing
i would say i'm doing just fine
i would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But i go out and i sit down
at a table set for two
and finally i'm forced to face the truth
No matter what i say i'm

Not over you

And if i had the chance to renew
you know there isn't a thing i wouldn't do
i could get back on the right track
but only if you'd be convinced

So until then...

If you ask me how i'm doing
i would say i'm doing just fine
i would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But i go out and i sit down
at a table set for two
and finally i'm forced to face the truth
No matter what i say i'm

Not over you
Not over you..