move forward

not backward

live your life to the fullest!

...you choose...

p/s ::live life that you'll never regret::

is it?

last night or should i say this morning

hostel a.k.a. rumah aku kena masuk pencuri

between 3.30 to 5.30 am

xde sorg pon yg sedar

org kata mesti pencuri tu ade jampi2

ye la kot

pencuri sekarang kan dah terer

ntah ilmu ceruk mana dorg pakai

harta org len yg dikebas

cian tengok housemate2 aku nangis pagi buta tadi

2 laptop

1 purse

5 phones

..hilang..

camtu je

so, be EXTRA careful

cukup la kitorang yg kene

sebelum tido tu bace2 la doa

paling2 kurang pon

baca la fatihah

ayat kursi

doa sebelum tido

tak susah mana pon nak baca doa

nasib baik harta yang hilang

kalau nyawa yg hilang

tak ke nyesal tu tak baca doa awal2

at least ade gak terhapus secubit dari dosa yg dah belambak nie

kan?

p/s ::kalau tak susah kat dunia camne nak senang kat akhirat?::

all these amazing picture

thanks to those who made it

thanks by the one who don't have the talent

thanks by the one who appreciate it

thanks from us

thanks from me

credit to Lim Heng Swee

a.k.a

ilovedoodle

i love doodle to

i love your doodle

:)

wait...this is the website..

http://ilovedoodle.tumblr.com

enjoy

:)

5 hari holidayss~

weekends + isnin + selasa + rabu yang xde class

oo yeaah~

masa tuk tebus tido

..hehe..

Let's doodle doodle doodle

lalala~

melepaskan tensen

keje yang xreti nak siap

dan

aku yang xreti nak menyiapkan keje

=.=

can i undergo one?

HAHA ;p

brr~ otak bercampur baur

standard la nak ujung2 sem nie

segala benda wat last minit

adoyai..

baru je azam nk siapkan keje awal2

azam ntah ke mana

keje ntah ke mana

. . . .

note tuk diri sendiri::plez tolong siapkn keje anda ok.::

L.O.V.E

...love is scary...

sungguh..

aku takut dengan cinta

bukan takut cinta dengan tuhan

tapi takut cinta dengan manusia

sekelip mata je ko la manusia paling bahagia..

dan sekelip mata tu jgk la ko dah xnak teruskan hidup..

isn't it scary?

how love play with our life?

dan kesah aku...

dan aku masih berusaha

sebab aku xnak kalah dgn cinta

aku xnak mengalah tanpa berusaha

sebab cinta sejati aku masih menunggu aku

and i'm on my way to you

but..

do please accept me

and my past

it

made me who i am

today

Let it go

i'll let it go

but not today

not now

aku bukan sebaik itu

...keep that in mind...

.

inside i'm crying

hari nie selama 20 thn aku hidup..

first time aku hilang tepon...

aku hilang tepon kesayangan aku...

baru pakai 8 bulan...

dah hilang dek di amek orang...

hilang atas kecuaian aku...

hilang atas salah aku...

aku...

orang kata ''sabar..''

''...bukan rezeki...''

''mungkin tuhan nak bagi tepon yg lagi canggih...''

aku taw tuhan uji aku

aku taw ini tanda tuhan syg kat aku

ingat kat aku

tapi aku manusia

sedih tu dah mmg pasti

tapi aku tak nangis

aku takot aku tewas

tewas ngan perasaan sendiri

aku perlu kuat

aku mesti kuat

tuhan tolong kuatkan aku..

aku syg tepon tu

tapi tuhan lagi syg aku

aku taw

sebab tu aku perlu redha

aku akan redha

what a day

..gudbye xperia..

im not over you

looking for miracle..?

Dreams, that's where i have to go

to see your beautiful face

anymore

I stare at a picture of you,

and listen to the radio

Hope, hope there's a conversation

where we both admit we had it good

but until then it's alienation, i know

that much is understood

And i realize..

If you ask me how i'm doing

i would say i'm doing just fine

i would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But i go out and i sit down

at a table set for two

and finally i'm forced to face the truth

No matter what i say i'm

Not over you

Not over you..

Damn, damn boy you do it well

and i thought you were innocent

took this heart and put it through hell

but still you're magnificent

i'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me

i turn around and i'm back in the game

even better than the old me

But i'm not even close without you

If you ask me how i'm doing

i would say i'm doing just fine

i would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But i go out and i sit down

at a table set for two

and finally i'm forced to face the truth

No matter what i say i'm

Not over you

And if i had the chance to renew

you know there isn't a thing i wouldn't do

i could get back on the right track

but only if you'd be convinced

So until then...

If you ask me how i'm doing

i would say i'm doing just fine

i would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But i go out and i sit down

at a table set for two

and finally i'm forced to face the truth

No matter what i say i'm

Not over you

Not over you..

sEmaLam aku sTanD tUk kaWan aku :)

Assalamualaikum...

semalam is one of the day yg aku akan ingat sampai bila2...hari aku protect kawan aku....walau pon agak lambat sebenarnya...heh...

aku xtaw la org len camne, tapi all this time aku slalu bgtaw kat diri aku yg whatever happens...i will protect my friends....sebab kawan tu antara manusia yg penting dlm hidup aku....tu yg aku xbyk kawan....sebab erti kawan yg sebenar2nye bagi aku tu lain...

orang yg aku kenal bnyak...tapi kawan aku sikit...

kalau bley aku xnak kawan aku rasa apa yg aku rasa..

sebelum nie aku slalu je kne ganggu....dgn org2 pelik yg ade kat mana2 yg cam xprnh nmpk pompuan tu...dgn org mabuk....ngan lesbo pshyco pon pernah gak....aish...nta ape nk jadi laa...

aku taw org len pon prnh je kne ggu...tapi impact nye kat aku tu len...starting tme kne ggu ngan org mabuk then bdk lesbo pshyco tu aku jadi trauma sket....despite camne aku sungguh2 nak lawan balik pon,tapi bila ade org ggu aku or ggu kwn aku...aku jadi takot...

aku trauma

then...jengjengjeng...

malam tadi aku fight back.

ktrg g beli ayam goreng mlm tadi...then sebab kn terlampau la byk nye demand...ktrg trpksa la tggu....yg mamat akal xcukup tu pon beli aym grg gak...then al kisah nye dorg pon sama nasib ngan ktrg...trpksa tggu...pastu ade sorg mamat tu dia g kacau2 kwn aku....time tu aku duk pat len n time tu aku ckp kat diri aku

"kawan aku kene kacau laa....apa aku wat nie...xkan nak duk diam je???"

sebab aku taw takutnye kne kacau...

tapi tu laa

aku TAKUT nak fight back

takut...

lepas ayam ktrg dah siap...ktrg pon amek langkah blah la dari tempat tu....sebenarnye ktrg dah plan nak 'picnic' kat situ....aku dah siap bwk surat khabar nasi sudu segala bagai...then bley lak mamat hantu tu g ikot ktrg sebab dia nk number kwn aku tu...aku taw la kwn aku cun...xyah la lebey2..heh

aku time tu memang la dah bengang....plan nk picnic nmpk cam xmenjadi...yela..xkan nk dok sana ngan mamat hantu tu...

pastu aku pikir2...nie xbley jadi....

sampai bila aku nak takut??

then aku stop aku g confront mamat hantu tu...

BOLEH TAK JANGAN GANGGU KITORANG??!!

suprisingly mamat tu takut lak ngan aku...haha...pastu mamat tu pon blah and aku jadi PICNIC!!! yeah!!

so kesimpulannya...korg xyahla takot ngan mamat2 hantu nie sebab dorang sebenarnye takut je ngan kita law kita fight back :)